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SydProQuo11/16/2007 ... Poem...Through the fish-eyed lens of tear stained eyes, I can barely define the shape of this moment in time. And far from flying high in clear blue skies, I'm spiraling down to the hole in the ground where I hide. 1/5/2006 Important InformationName: Roger Keith Barrett
Alias: Used to be - "Syd"
Birth Date: January 6th, 1946
Residence: Cambridge, England, United Kindgdom
Age: 61
Occupation: Used to be - Writing songs & having great "gigs" with Pink Floyd
Favourite Person: Unknown
Depressed: Probably
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Name: Jacob David Gauthier
Alias: "Keith", "Pinky"
Birth Date: July 12th, 1990
Age: 18
Residence: Personal
Occupation: Unknown Favourite Person: Roger Keith Barrett
Depressed: Unknown
Note: Date in between January 6th 1946, and July 12th, 1990 - is October 5th, 1968 (39 years old)
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*****In bed: >>>I lay there thinking while I lay there, I have the posibility to do anything in the world that I choose. But, the minute I make a choice it limits the posibilities. So, I just lay there as long as I can thus making an UNLIMITED future. But, of course, that's a very limited presence and a very depressing one also.***** Where did we come from?A lot of people believe in many different possiblities of where or how we became to be. Which, in turn, is supposed to ask the question "what created us"? (which is similar to the question "where did we come from?")Pretty much all we know EVIDENTUALLY is that everything has to have a start and an end at some point (more importantly a start, for it to exist). Okay, so what are some posibilities of how we "started"? A big issue is, of course, god, and that he created the earth with all of it's elements, including us, humans. But the most substantial is what or who created god? And where and how was god created?.....Another posibility is by the "Big Bang" (scientific theory). Okay, so what does the big bang tell us? The theory explains that the earth, the sun, and everything else of the universe, was created by a small amount of energy build up that eventually exploded into a very large amount of matter. Well, how and where did this small energy come from? Basically, what I am trying to say is that we don't know why we exist, or how we exist. How depressing!
What gets me most is, like Eric said, when does the universe come back....the big bang in reverse. And what did the universe exapnd into.....What is BEYOND the universe. The sad thing is that we don't even know what's going on in our own planet/ solar system...let alone our Galaxy. AND let alone our universe. Even if we did find out what's "going on" we'd die, or it would be hidden by the government too quick for us to explain. Think about how little we are, and you are of no importance. Maybe you are to your family and friends. And maybe even to the world. But you will never be important enough in life, if you are human (carbon based unit!) . . . Now, how depressing is that?
Really all this "Loving" and "Feeling" thing is is just a trial and error phase that everyone goes through in their life. Of course this is what leads them the way to the actual true meaning of the word Love, that is why when most people reach it, they don't really like it at that point (I am talking mostly about marriage). Of course, I know nothing about this, I am just assuming (on the best of accusations, at that) that, from what I have seen, this is what happens.12/31/2005 Dark Side Of The MoonYou lock the door, and throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon . . . 12/29/2005 One of my poemsThe Schizophrenic Poet
Why? Why? Hear, I lie. Is it just conspiracy? Or is it just piracy? Maybe so, I do not know.
The future is what scares me now. Not past, nor present, That is what I vow.
This is the time. Time to lie. The time to savage. A time to die.
Hearing is not what seeing is, For seeing is truthful, Which you cannot miss.
Just not the future, But it’s the hearing that is not, which is that scares me a lot.
Don’t look, speak, or contact me. Don’t touch, or feel, for I am not to be. Or for you I’m not to keep, Because you will never see.
And when I say, “get away!” You better listen, Or must; you will pay.
May you rest throughout time. Because with out me, There will be no crime.
For now, and always, you must know, That I cannot stay, I have to go And Leave this country of Canada, For this is why; the Schizophrenia. |
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